Putting Some Effort Into It!

There are some young women in our church that are really looking nice. They are getting up every morning at some crazy hour and doing intense workouts. They are focused on getting healthy and looking good. They are keeping up with the regiment and staying focused. I look at them and wish I had their stamina and ability to stay focused. I admire them.
So what’s to keep me from following in their footsteps? Well, for one thing, I am much older than these young ladies. Number two, I want to have their bodies, but I am not willing to work as hard as these young ladies. The desire is there, but not the motivation.Two of my daughters are the same way. They work hard on exercising and staying fit. They try to convince me I can do it, but, once again the desire is there, the motivation is not.
So what does all of this have to do with faith? Let me share with you what God shared with me when I pouted because I didn’t have the body I did ten years ago.
I see others in the church whose faith is much stronger and holds up better than mine any day. I see men and women who are focused on doing what God has called them to do and are focused on being disciples of Christ. I wonder what I am doing wrong. I have the desire, but often times the motivation is not there.
We cannot desire something, wish it so and then it happens. If we have the desire to do something or have something then we need to put in some effort to accomplish it. I can have the desire to be Christ’s disciple, but if I am not willing to follow what God teaches me or not willing to put into practice those things that He tells me, then my discipleship will never be anything more than a desire.
When I look at those folks who have a strong faith, what I see, is their dedication to being a discipleship of Christ. I see that they are in Bible Studies, have a regular devotion and prayer time, go on retreats, and have an active relationship with God. Their prayer life is more than a hit and miss. It’s a constant open door with God. They are in church and engaged in learning all they can about discipleship.
If you aren’t actively doing any one of these things you will never have a vibrant relationship with Christ and your desire for discipleship will remain in neutral.
It’s when we become engaged in activities within the church, or when we participate in Bible Studies both in the home and with others, its when we have a vibrant prayer life, it’s when we share our faith with others and it’s when we stay focused that our desire becomes a reality.
Proverbs 21:5 “Good planning and hard work leads to prosperity, but hasty shortcuts lead to poverty.”
Joshua 1:8 “Study this Book of Instruction continually.  Meditate on it day and night so you will be sure to obey everything written in it.  Only then will you prosper and succeed in all you do.”
In both of these verses, we are told that good planning, hard work, studying and meditating will pay off and we will succeed and prosper. It requires work. I can’t desire to be a great marathon runner, sit back and hope it happens. In order to be a great marathon runner, I have to put some work into it. I have to train, practice and focus on running a little bit every day.
The last thing we must remember is that God made us uniquely different. He doesn’t want copycats or puppets.  What he desires for one person may be different for another. If we are putting in all the effort and doing all the hard work but our faith still looks different maybe it’s because God has us on a different path. All paths go in different directions, but ultimately we end up together and receive God’s blessings.  We must not desire what others have, instead, we must desire what God wants for us. We must realize whatever he has for us is what’s best for us. So while it may be humanly possible for me to do what these young women do, it may not be best for me; it may not be God’s desire for me.
We must remember if we are putting our best effort forward than we are doing what God’s desire is for us. We have to accept where we are on this journey and know we will get where we want to be in time.
Getting motivated, doing some hard work and accepting who you are and where you are right now is all we need to get the desired results we want. Remember this prayer and apply it every day to your life:
“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; 
the courage to change the things I can and wisdom to know the difference.”
Dear God: I thank you for these ladies. Thank you for reminding me it’s all about motivation and not always about wishing. Help me as I work towards being a disciple of Christ. Give me the courage to get motivated, to move forward while at the same time serenity for those these I cannot change. Help me to be at peace with where I am at in my life. Thank you for sending little reminders along the way that keeps me focused on you. In all these things I pray. Amen

You Just Knew I Had To Do It!

I have been gone for the past few weeks. Part of that time was spent with grandchildren in Indiana. I love being a grandmother. I don’t get to play the part often, but when I do I relish it. As I was looking at the pictures I just recently took that shows off my grandchildren I began to look at each child and remembered how much I love them. As I looked at the pictures of my daughters I felt an enormous amount of love for them. God sent me a gentle reminder this morning that sometimes I often forget.
As I looked at each child and the activity they were doing I thought about how special that child was to me. They all have a uniqueness in them. The child I looked at this morning is one that always wants to share with his brothers. He will often think of his brothers before himself. There is another one that is very caring and loves his momma so much you can feel it in him. There are my two granddaughters who are very loving and caring as well. All of them are special and unique in some way. I don’t love any one of them more than I love the others. They all are special to me. I have to remind them quite often that I love each of them just the same. My daughters are the same way. They are unique and special and have their own special qualities that I love.
As I was doing my morning devotions and thinking of my grandchildren and daughters (and sons in law) God reminded me of one simple almost forgotten fact; He loves us more than I could ever find it possible to love my family. He loves the uniqueness in us. He doesn’t love any one of us more than he loves all the others and he’s got a lot more to love than we will ever have.
Psalm 138:26, “Give thanks to the God of heaven, for his steadfast love endures forever.” Steadfast means unwavering and loyalty. Endures means lasting. So what this verse is saying to each of us is that God’s love for us is unwavering and it is loyal. It lasts forever. There is never a time God will not love us. His love for us lasts forever. I want to repeat that only because I want you to hear really hear it. Say it aloud and let it sink in as you read it again: His love for me (say your name) is unwavering, loyal and will last forever. God loves me!

There were a couple of times I must admit I didn’t like the actions of some of my family while there. Their behavior disappointed me (I would like for you to believe my family is perfect and they are in so many ways, but they are human just like I am and they aren’t perfect just as I am not perfect or you are not perfect). There were times my daughters disagreed with one another and there were times my grandchildren were disagreeable, but for the most part, I think they did well. When they were misbehaving did I love them any less? No, I might have been disappointed in them, but I loved them just as much as before.
Psalm103 (from the Message), “God is sheer mercy and grace; not easily angered, he’s rich in love. He doesn’t endlessly nag and scold, nor hold grudges forever. He doesn’t treat us as our sins deserve, nor pay us back in full for our wrongs.” God loves us even when we mess up. God looks past the sin and sees the sinner and loves. There is nothing we can do that will make God take away his love for us. Just like any parent, he might be disappointed in us, but he will never stop loving us.
As I was looking at all my pictures I heard God say to me, “I love you that much and more. You are special to me and I love you as much as I love anybody.” I sometimes forget the love God has for me or else I take it for granted, but this morning I was reminded and his love came through loud and clear. He reminded me he loved me so much he called me his daughter. I belong to God; I am his and nothing will ever change that. I sometimes look at others and think God must like them more than me because….., but God reminded me this morning He loves me as much as he loves the next person. He doesn’t love anyone more than another. We are all special and unique in his eyes. He loves us for who we are. For me, I have to get past the idea that God loves others more than he loves me. I was reminded of that this morning. I have to understand, know and truly believe God loves me as much as he loves you. God loves you as much as he loves me. We are loved by the one true parent that is not biased or shows not favoritism.
Are you feeling God’s love yet? Do you know how much God really loves you? Do you understand that God’s love is lasting and steadfast? Do you understand God doesn’t hold grudges, or nags or scold? Do you realize God loves you as much as the next person?
I hope you know all of this and if you don’t please know God loves you and will love you forever and nothing you can do or will do will ever change that. God is a God of love.
Dear God: Sometimes I take for granted the love you have for me. Sometimes I think God doesn’t love me quite as much as someone else for whatever reason. But today you have reminded me of the love you have for me. It’s deeper than a parent or grandparent’s love for their children or grandchildren. I was reminded that even though I mess up you still love me. I was reminded that you will never take your love from me. Thank you for your enduring and steadfast love. Let me never take that for granted. Help me as I share your love with others. In all these things I pray Amen.

Willing To Take The Risk

This is our last study on goodness. I asked God what he wanted me to share with you on goodness. He was very direct.
God sent His only Son to walk and live among us. We know he was about healing the sick, teaching about God and leading people to be followers of God. He was with folks who others often looked down upon or was ostracized.
We find in this passage, “While Jesus was having dinner at Levi’s house, many tax collectors and sinners were eating with him and his disciples, for there were many who followed him. When the teachers of the law who were Pharisees saw him eating with the sinners and tax collectors, they asked his disciples: “Why does he eat with tax collectors and sinners?” On hearing this, Jesus said to them, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.” Mark 2:15-17 The teachers of the law were critical of Jesus eating and spending time with these folks. In their eyes these are not who Jesus should have spent time with.
God shared with me this morning that in Jesus’ goodness he spent time, teaching, healing, and loving those who others thought were unloveable and the least deserving. He looked past their faults, saw them as ones he created and loved them right where they were. I think seeing his goodness, living with him, being healed by him and his loving them they began to see the changes that needed to be made in their lives. He didn’t force them to change. He loved them just as they were and was good to them and because he was they wanted to change.
I am thinking if we want to have the kind of goodness in our lives that Christ did as He walked this earth we MUST do the same. We MUST get away from judging how others live their lives. We MUST not see them as sinners who need saving. Instead we MUST see them as Christ saw them. We MUST reach out to them just as Christ reached out to them and most of all we MUST love them like he did.
He did not ask them to change their lives, get their act together, or to stop sinning before spending time with him. He accepted them where they were. He loved them as they were. He spent time with them just as they were.
As he spent time with them, as he shared God’s love with them and as he taught them, they began to see a different way of life. Read the following scripture with me:
Jesus entered Jericho and was passing through. A man was there by the name of Zacchaeus; he was a chief tax collector and was wealthy. He wanted to see who Jesus was, but because he was short he could not see over the crowd. So he ran ahead and climbed a sycamore-fig tree to see him, since Jesus was coming that way.
 When Jesus reached the spot, he looked up and said to him, “Zacchaeus, come down immediately. I must stay at your house today.”So he came down at once and welcomed him gladly.
All the people saw this and began to mutter, “He has gone to be the guest of a sinner.”
But Zacchaeus stood up and said to the Lord, “Look, Lord! Here and now I give half of my possessions to the poor, and if I have cheated anybody out of anything, I will pay back four times the amount. 9 Jesus said to him, “Today salvation has come to this house, because this man, too, is a son of Abraham. For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.” Luke 19:1-10
In this passage everyone seems to think Zacchaeus was a deceitful man; some even called him sinner. Christ did not let what others had to said about Zacchaeus influence him. He did not tell or even ask Zacchaeus to change who he was before he went to his house. I am sure Christ knew and loved Zacchaeus just as he was. I think he saw the heart of Zacchaeus and saw what he could become. Because Zacchaeus heard the message Christ had for him. He changed.
Those folks who we think are unloveable, who we think are sinning in God’s eyes will never come to our churches and hear the message God has for them if we don’t reach out to them. If we don’t love them as Christ loves them they will never enter our doors. If they think they have to change before they can come into our churches they will never come.
It’s only when we look past what the world has to say about them, it’s only when we offer love, it’s only when we say we are a church that heals and only when we say we don’t care what you have done in the past or are doing now will they enter our doors to hear the message God has for them. It’s not in us to change them We can’t. All we can do is plant the seed and let God do the rest.
What would have happened if Christ only spoke to those who the world thought was good enough to hear the message? What would have happened to the man beside the pool who couldn’t help himself or refused to? What would the church look like today if only those “good enough” heard the message?
 I read this somewhere, “The church is not a museum of saints, but a hospital for sinners.” If our church is full of saints and not a hospital for those who have done wrong then something is wrong with our church. We must remember this, “For everyone has sinned; we all fall short of God’s glorious standard.” Romans 3:23. We have all sinned at some point in our lives, we may be sinning now and we know we will sin again. What would happen to us if others judged us as we judge others? What would happen if we were not allowed in to hear God’s message?
What would have happened to each of us if someone thought we weren’t good enough to be in the churches we are in today? What would have happened to us if someone came and told us we had to clean up our act before we entered the doors of our beloved church? We wouldn’t be in the church today we love so much. So why are we keeping others out? Why are we asking them to make changes in their lives before we accept them?
Jesus saw the potential in Zacchaeus and was willing to risk it. Maybe we should be looking at the potential in others and take a risk. Maybe we should love others unconditionally, just as they are, just like Jesus.
Let’s begin to open our doors to all who may want to come and hear the message God has for them. Let’s wrap our arms around them and offer them a place where they can come and be healed and made well. Let’s look for the potential in them and take a risk. Someone took the risk for us; let’s take the risk for others. Are you willing? It’s not easy I know I have been there. But, God does not call us to a life of ease, he calls us to a life that is different than the world. God is calling us to be loving not judgmental. God wants us to be different. He’s calling us back to being a hospital not a museum.
Are you willing to risk it all for others sake? For Christ?
Dear God: This is not an easy message. This message is one I need to listen to, reread, and to obey. Help me to take the risk and love others as you love them and help me to meet them where they are. Help me to see the potential in each person as they come through the doors and not their lifestyle or their hangups or their sin. Help me as I deal with judging others first instead of see the potential in them. Help the church to be loving and accepting to all those who need to hear God’s words. Let us not be in the business of trying to change lives, instead let us be in the business of planting seeds and allow God to do what needs to be done in the lives of others. Thank you for stepping on my toes and getting me to the heart of this issue. Guide me as I begin a new way of thinking about others. Amen

Road Trip

“Mark out a straight path for your feet; stay on the safe path”.
 Proverbs 4:26

 I travel back and forth to Indiana quite a bit. I think I could fall asleep, tell my car where I am going and it’d find the way by itself. On my trip back to Indiana I have to travel several different roads and go through many different states to get there. There are some places along my route I just love driving through; it’s a pleasant experience. The scenery in those places are amazing and I really enjoy it. There are other times I do not like the drive so much. The route is a straight shot, the scenery is not much to look at and it can get pretty boring. Those are the places I have to push myself to get through them. It can be a real struggle to get through those places.

There are some places it is really busy and traffic is hectic. I have to be aware of my circumstances and make sure I get off the right exit and don’t get lost. I don’t see too much because I am busy paying attention to the signs and my exits. I just kind of rush through them.
As I get closer to Indiana and the places I am going to in Indiana the excitement builds and I so look forward to the end result of driving for two days to reach my destination. There are times I am exhausted when I get there, but once I see my family I am fine and ready for the adventures they have for me.
Now what does all of this have to do with faith? Well, where do I begin? This life we are on is one big journey. We are all traveling to a destination of our choice. Sometimes as we are driving along and the scenery in our lives is breathtaking. Often times we want to stop and just pause and look at what’s happening and enjoy all those moments that just sweep us off our feet. We want to stop and smell the roses and take pictures so we can remember these times.
Other times the scenery in our lives are not so pleasant. Things may be going in a hum drum way. The road we are on seems to be slow and winding and not fun at all. Sometimes it’s just called everyday life. Nothing exciting is happening and there is nothing that spurs us on. We are just living each day trying to get through these times.
Then of course there is the roadblocks, the road construction and detours. I sometimes come up on a wreck that is blocking my road and I just have to sit and wait for the road to clear. I can’t move forward or back. I am just sitting and waiting. When I travel in the summer I often have to deal with road construction. My road goes down to one lane and I have to move slower, let others move in ahead of me, and it slows my progress immensely. Once in a while I have to deal with detours. I have to take a different route than I planned or get off the route I had planned to take and then get back on later.
It’s the same way with us. There are times in our lives we run into road blocks. It could be a loss of a job, an unplanned illness, or a number of things. Whatever it is it has caused us to stop dead in our tracks. We can’t move forward, we can’t back up we are just stuck.
There are times God has to do a little bit of construction on us. We are the road and he’s the one doing the rebuilding of our lives. It might take awhile for God to get a particular area done in our lives so we have to move at a slower pace. During those times our friends might be moving at a faster pace and we have to allow them to move ahead knowing we will catch up to them later. There are times we are just moving at a slower pace than normal. We may not like it, but God is working on us and we have to allow him to do what needs to be done so we can move forward.
There are those times we have to make detours in our life. We have our lives all planned out, but the plan doesn’t work our like we thought. So, we have to take a detour and move in a different direction. That was my life twelve years ago. I had a plan and I was going to stick with that plan. God had a different route for me to take and I ended up in Texas instead of staying in Indiana. Detours can be something that causes us grief or excitement. When my husband and I have to detour we look at it as an exciting adventure, because you never know what you will find off the beaten path. Sometimes the best places we found have been on the detours of life. It may slow us down and our destination may take us longer to get there, but there certainly can be benefits to taking a detour. Sometimes the detour can be there to keep us safe and to keep us from harm. Maybe there is danger ahead that God knows about so he detours us so we will not be harmed or in danger. It is strictly for our protection that God leads us on a detour. Maybe God has a different plan for our lives and so to carry out that plan he detours us so we can accomplish those things for him.
I am still pretty young and I hope my destination is not in sight yet, but I think or at least I hope when I am much older and as I draw closer to my destination my excitement level will rise and I will be excited to see all those family members who have reached their destination. I am anticipating a big wonderful welcome and lots of new adventures as I reach my destination.
We are all travelers on this road called life. We all get to choose our destination. I hope we end up at the same destination and we get to enjoy the new adventures together. Until then, we must travel on.
Dear God, thank you for this road trip. I know at times it can be exciting, other times it can be difficult and then there are all the road blocks, detours and construction we need to deal with in our lives. Thank you for being my Navigator as I travel this world. I pray that my destination is a ways off yet. I am looking forward to my destination and all those I will get to meet up with. Help me over the speed bumps that slow me down. Guide my path and direct my ways. Amen 

BT Frog, Begining to Fully Rely on God


I am promoting my book. Let me know if you know of someone who might be interested. 

I love the layout, perspective, and challenge in Beginning to Fully Rely on God. Rebecca Brown’s work is God’s grace ready to be revealed to those who desire an intentional relationship with God. Whether in the morning, midday, or just before bed, you will find God’s truth in your life. Rebecca lets you into her heart as you read her devotions. And then she says, “Now it’s your turn! Tell God what you think! And then listen to what God wants you to know.” As you turn your attention to answering the questions she has provided after each devotion, you will find in yourself, God’s providing. There is healing and direction for life. Get this book and start today opening yourself even more to God’s grace. Discover the incredible depth of God’s love for you. – Pastor Mike Love, First United Methodist Church of Watauga

In The Shadow of God’s Goodness

We are talking about goodness this month. As I sit here and reflect on what goodness means to me I am drawn to God.
This morning I am thinking not about my own goodness, but the goodness of God. I realize I fail at being good all the time, but God never fails. He is good all the time; all the time God is good.
I have been thinking about a dear friend who has been taken off of life support. The outcome is not good for her. In his goodness God allowed me to see her one more time before I headed back from Indiana. I was visiting my daughter’s church and this beautiful soul was there. She gave me the biggest hug, a kiss on the cheek, and a wonderful big smile. She finished it off with, “I love you”. I got to tell her I loved her too! God knows what is ahead for all of us and he prepares the way. What a memory I will cherish in my heart.
I think about the many times my husband and I have gone through some difficult times, but in His goodness he provided the means to get us through. It might just have been his presence, or his power, but he provided.
Because I know and God knows I can’t be good all the time in His goodness he offers me the gift of grace. All he does is ask me to admit I messed up, brush my self off, accept his grace and move on. Because of his goodness he doesn’t beat me down, degrade me or severely punish me. Instead through the goodness of his heart he reaches down and loves me just as I am.
I just had a birthday recently. I couldn’t celebrate with my family. In his goodness God has provided family for me here in Texas. I went into my class on Sunday morning to find cupcakes, (chocolate of course) birthday napkins and plates. God knows what we need and he provides. He has provided family for me here in Texas to celebrate the good times with.
I think about the number of times I have been asked to speak to groups of women, or I have been asked to take on a particular job or do something that was way beyond me, but in God’s goodness he provides me with strength and power to do what needs to be done.
We have been pretty dry here in Texas for a few weeks, in his goodness God let it rain this morning. Those raindrops were blessings to our dry parched land.
I could go on about the goodness of God and my lack of being good all the time. God’s goodness out measures any hope of me being as good as he is, but I don’t fret. God knows my shortcomings and loves  me still the same.
Psalm 100:5 
English Standard Version (ESV)

For the Lord is good;
    his steadfast love endures forever,
    and his faithfulness to all generations.
So, when I look at God’s goodness it can be a might intimidating. We have Micah 6:8 that helps us with that.
He has told you, O man, what is good;
    and what does the Lord require of you
but to do justice, and to love kindness,[b]
    and to walk humbly with your God?
It’s pretty simple, we are to love God with our whole heart, love one another, treat others fairly, be kind and to walk humbly. It’s not rocket science, it’s simply day to day living and loving others. I don’t have to fret if I don’t get it right everyday, because in his goodness he knows I can’t and he loves me anyway. I just have to work on getting it right so that someday I might just be good enough to see him.
God’s goodness, I believe, comes from his heart and his love for us. If we can love others with our whole heart then I think we can get the goodness down.
In what ways has God shown his goodness to you lately? How have you responded?
Dear God: I thank you for your goodness in my life. You teach me in so many ways what it means to be good. You allow me to see the goodness in you everyday. Sometimes I am aware of it and sometimes I miss it. You have taught me what I need to do to be good. Help me as I study your word on what it means to be good and help me as I try to apply that to my life. Thank you that in your goodness you have given me grace as I mess up, thank you for the power and strength to accomplish those things you have set before me. May I live in the shadow of your goodness now and forever. Amen

My Cell Phone Is Ringing Again!

I am reading for my devotion each morning a book called, “Grace for the Moment” by Max Lucado. It is a 365 day journaling devotional. On this particular day Max was talking about how God calls us. He was saying God’s favorite word was come. This is an excerpt from his book, “And the Angels Were Silent.” As usual God did not allow me to stop when I finished this morning’s devotion. He imparted some thoughts into me.
One of the lasts statements Max makes is this one, “God is a God who calls.” I have a cell phone. Here lately I have been getting some mysterious phone numbers calling me. If I don’t know the number I don’t answer. If they want me bad enough they will leave a voice mail and I will return their call.
I am also a busy lady and can’t always get to my phone to answer it. So, sometimes I miss a call from some folks. There have been times I have missed being invited or asked to come to something because I didn’t answer as quickly as I should nor maybe not at all.
I was quickly reminded this morning that it can be the same way with my faith. Just because God calls me doesn’t mean I always respond. Sometimes I am busy and can’t answer him as quickly as I should. Or maybe I can’t get to it and I soon forgot he even called.
In the following verses it tells us God does call us.
“But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; for it is written: “Be holy, because I am holy.”1 Peter 1:15-16 | NIV | 

”He has saved us and called us to a holy life—not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time.2 Timothy 1:9 | NIV |

“God is faithful, who has called you into fellowship with his Son, Jesus Christ our Lord. 1 Corinthians 1:9 | NIV”
So, as you can see God calls us. What God reminded me this morning is this simple fact, he calls, but I have to answer him. Ouch! I have to take the responsibility of answering him when he calls. If I don’t answer him who knows what I have missed out on. I might have missed out an opportunity to serve him, I might have missed out on the opportunity to spend time with him or just maybe he has an important message for me. If I don’t answer I have missed out. I have to answer his call to see what he has for me or wants with me. It may be nothing more than him asking me to sit still and talk with him over a cup of tea. Every time he calls it’s not necessarily a job or something to fear.
When we were not yet Christians God called us. We had to decide whether to answer his call or ignore his call hoping someday he might call back. Or maybe we were just too busy to answer and we thought we’d get to him later. We have to be careful sometimes later never comes.
The one thing I do love about my cell phone is when someone leaves a voice mail I can go back and replay it to see what it was they wanted. I can even save it so I can replay it later or as often as I need to. God does not always leave a voice mail and if he does I don’t always recall exactly what he said. I have a mind that can only recall so much and if it’s full from the day’s activities I might not even remembered he called. I don’t have built in voice mail capabilities.
The solution (which seems so simple, but isn’t) is for me to stop and answer anytime God calls. There are some numbers that call and I know to answer them immediately for whatever reason. That should be the same response when God calls me. I should immediately put the brakes on, stop, and answer the one call that can make a big difference in my life.
It amazes me how one small devotion can lead me to a life time of decisions and challenges.
I am thinking the next time God calls I won’t put him on hold, I will answer his call and I won’t depend on my mind recalling exactly what he said.
How about you? When God calls you do you answer immediately? Do you put him on hold, or ignore him for the time being or do you hope he will leave a voice mail that you may or may not remember? God calls….we must answer.
Dear God, again I thank you for teaching me, guiding me, and directing my thoughts. The next time you call I will do better about answering your call. I know I don’t have the best of memory so I will try not to rely on my mind to remind me later that I need to call you back. I love you God. I really do. Amen